Sunday, January 30, 2011

Jehovah JIREH....

Even if it does not look like it... all you have to do is believe.
Have a miraculous week ahead.

Saturday, January 29, 2011


"Living for what’s “best for me,” while ignoring the needs, wishes, and interests of others always sometimes brings alienation and aloneness". Joel Stoll


Thursday, January 27, 2011


"You can't be completely honest with others until you are completely honest with yourself"Eric Bennet

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Whether or not...

Embracing it ( esp the screw ups), is one thing I find hard to do. However, I know for sure it has made me stronger and a better person:)

Hallelujah someborrieeeeeeeeee:)
I'm actually having a good day:)

Friday, January 21, 2011


I do not hold a very strong love for my yesterdays,
But I certainly love the people I met in it,
I may not have been the best of choices,
Yet somehow you found me good enough.
Those days wen my bed was my safe haven,
And my room felt a little bit like heaven,
My pencil was my only weapon of war ,
And the paper ,where I poured my tears.

The moments where I really couldnt answer
the question y?where laughing wuz not
part of my to-do-list,you were there,
like the sun that rises in the mornin,
my push,my go ,my get up,my will

I was afraid of wakin up every single day,
But I did n for some reason u were there,
Even in the moments where no words
Were said,I felt u like a shield.

The days u let me cry on ur shoulders,
u stayed up to listen to everyway I felt,
you showed me love I cant explain,
and I drank it in like apple juice.

Im glad u let my Big guy use you,
To bring me joy like music does,
Its amazin how we made it thru,
merci,gracias,obrigado,danke sehr,
In every single language thank you,

My eyes r teary as I write,
Not because im sad or hurt,
But because  im just in awe
Of wat we share,like communion
U healed me n made me strong.

Four reasons y I made it thru,
Four girls who allowed me to live,
Four walls that shielded me from the pain,
Four friends who r now my sisters….

                Dedicated to eno,uk,ini n kapnie…love u guys

By HjR

OMG! this Made my friday Night... hahahaha

Thursday, January 20, 2011


"when its looks too good to be true, remember that God is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that we can ask or think" Eph 3:20


Great dreams
Exciting dreams
Be it night or day
We dream and hope for better lifes
For exciting futures
For a perfect world
Sadly only few dreams come true
Most of them require so much hard work on our parts
Some ,little or no work and those are the miracles of life,
Whether my dreams come true or not! I won't stop dreaming
Because in reality my life will be better than my dreams!

Every Moment:)

This requires conscious effort:)

American Idol

AI is one show I look forward to every year:) The past two years have not been really exciting.. but with the new changes, I have been feeling more optimistic about the show this year. Season 10 began yesterday and I thought it was a great start! I love the new judges and even our very own Randy!

I love the audition phase because it is mind blowing what people think of themselves or what they have been told. Last nite I told my sis and friend .. that some people must be really good at lying to make some of those contestants feel they can sing! And they said "or maybe some people are just so confident in their singing abilities".. hahahaha!

Highlights of the night!
1. One of the contestants.. and Asian lady was asked which of the judges she looked forward to seeing and she said Ellen Degeneres- " Like seriously, what season does she think she is in???? " !

2.  Tiffany Rois a contestant who has be blessed with "back and front" like she said. She has a nice voice but i think she was just too dramatic! She got "yes"es from the judges but the said the yes was only to her singing! The babe unleashed her "silver star" boobs while she was singing! SMH seriously! Oh I almost forgot! Poor Ryan Secreast- she was pretty much forcing the guy to look at her "back" to see how endowed she is.. hahahaha!

3. Rachel, who was a contestant in 2006 was remembered by JLO! Now I'm interested to see how she will perform! She was just ok last night!

4. Saving my best for the last! Travis Orlando! I love it when I see people who are beautiful but inside and out side! He life story was very touching. When his dad got ill and lost his job, they were relegated  to living in shelters and struggling to survive everyday! Such a cute little boy!  He also has a very cute twin brother! My sis said he reminded her of Bruno Mars - I concur! He sang two songs but "I'm Yours" by Jason Marz was just amazing! he made the song his! I'm just excited to see how far he will go :) When he got the Ticket to Hollywood, you should have seen the joy on his family's faces!

More updates as often as CMA lets me.. :)

photocredit: yahoo!mucic- canada!

Tuesday, January 18, 2011



I have been contemplating deleting or keeping this blog until last sunday, when one of the reasons  I loved writing on this blog became fresh to me again!

I wanted to stop it because I to me I was not consistent or most times I just lacked what to write or just not in the mood to write. It was beginning to look like one of those abandoned blogs! So deleting it was just the easiest option. Cos it was beginning to look like something i failed at and that I can't stand.  So deleting it was the best option.

Then on sunday, I heard the second part of the most amazing message. And I thought of where I could recap it and share how the message ministered to me - and i remembered the deleted blog:). More than anything sharing the messages I hear only solidifies the word for me.. I realized when ever I did that I always remember the key lessons in that message and when you all share your opinions it brings out much more lessons.

So I may not have all the time in the world to write everyday.. but as often as I am moved and have something pressing to share- I will.

For you all who took your time to read my post thank you:) Just so you know.. you can also write for the blog!

I'm sure you all are having a fantastic year alreadyy... or if yours has been drama filled like me... pls get really excited.. cos the best is around the corner.

Love you all.