FOUR REASONS

I do not hold a very strong love for my yesterdays,

But I certainly love the people I met in it,

I may not have been the best of choices,

Yet somehow you found me good enough.

 

Those days wen my bed was my safe haven,

And my room felt a little bit like heaven,

My pencil was my only weapon of war ,

And the paper ,where I poured my tears.

The moments where I really couldnt answer

the question y?where laughing wuz not

part of my to-do-list,you were there,

like the sun that rises in the mornin,

my push,my go ,my get up,my will

I was afraid of wakin up every single day,

But I did n for some reason u were there,

Even in the moments where no words

Were said,I felt u like a shield.

The days u let me cry on ur shoulders,

u stayed up to listen to everyway I felt,

you showed me love I cant explain,

and I drank it in like apple juice.

Im glad u let my Big guy use you,

To bring me joy like music does,

Its amazin how we made it thru,

merci,gracias,obrigado,danke sehr,

In every single language thank you,

My eyes r teary as I write,

Not because im sad or hurt,

But because  im just in awe

Of wat we share,like communion

U healed me n made me strong.

Four reasons y I made it thru,

Four girls who allowed me to live,

Four walls that shielded me from the pain,

Four friends who r now my sisters….

                Dedicated to eno,uk,ini n kapnie…love u guys

By HjR